I will love you till the end of time.

I can scroll through editorials endlessly, all day long while munching on coconut cookies and enjoying the rain outside.

Madeline White & Kaitlin Pilcher by Xanthe Hutchinson for Material Girl April 2012

Bitter Candy – Xanthe Hutchinson captures the pastel trend with a story that fuses grungy and preppy style for the latest issue of Material Girl. Against a backdrop of floral wallpaper, models Madeline White and Kaitlin Pilcher sport colorful ensembles chosen by stylist Zoe Hancock. Beauty artist Temi Aboderin creates cotton candy hair and thick eyeliner for the duo. / Set design by Katie Bowker.

Its like Marie Antoinette meets the modern world. Pastels, floral prints, HALF SLEEVED PURPLE DENIM JACKET, varsity jackets, glittery black shoes, gorgeous hair and a beautiful eye shaped necklace. However, for some reason, I do not like the checked shirt. The backdrop is intriguing, like a disheveled house in ruins.
Also, click on THIS.

i don't know if i will see another highway.

I hate April. Its my least favourite month. Everything moves too slow, yet at the end of the day, I cannot comprehend where the day went and I still have TONS of homework. I was so sure that switiching subjects was the answer to all my problems but someone is sucking out the fun from my classes. Maybe its fatigue, or the heat OR the pressure of getting good grades, but I am ALWAYS hungry and sleepy. I feel detached and alienated in a way that makes everything white and hazy, like a huge white cloud seperates me from mankind. I know its just hormones and teenage years getting to me, but I want puberty to go away already. I am afraid I would feel this way forever :/
To vent out all the unusable energy I have, I made a beautiful scrapbook out of the billion University brochures lying beneath my bed. It looks really pretty.
Some apt right-now things -

city love.

Lately, I have developed a VERY unhealthy obsession for John Mayer. Its been while since I was so completely crazy about a song AND the artist as well (last was Slash) and here, Mr. Mayer has managed to achieve my love for an enitre album, his first- Room For Squares.

He looks so adorable and modest and intellegent and asdkdjkdjd.

Ok, never mind.

I ALSO, every night, watch Step Up even though I don't like it at all. I mean throughout the movie I would just make fun of them for living in a stupid fantasy world with a boombox wall in the middle on New York, having dance battles like actual wars in weird underground arenas, but secretly I just enjoy it and put it on repeat everyday. I am not into hip-hop or house music either, but somehow that movie manages to make it attractive. Damn.

Step Up 1 was so much better and believable but STILL I am drawn to the much more idiotic 3rd part.

I also came across this beautiful editorial - Baby It's you featuring Tati Cotaliar. It is captured by Benny Horne and styled by Stevie Huynh for the music issue of Oyster magazine. It tells the story of concert going groupies in a very legitimate and nostalgic way. I have an odd fascination groupies, probably because I have read so many books about them AND they remind me of the 60's music era, when Rock n Roll was on such a boom. I will always long to be born back then instead of NOW.

she had a look of total fear in her eyes.

My sundays are a little different from other people. I start off the day by fighting over the phone, with a friend who, god knows, deserves to be cursed with a TON of homework for an eternity. Then, since I have no life OR even a TV in my room, I revise my lesson from the History class about the Indus Valley Civilization, which surprisingly, isn't boring at all just a bit tiring. Then, I do some of my Psychology homework and reblog cheesy pictures on Tumblr followed by a MOVIE *grins* and then, I blog about it. Ta-da! (my life deserves a book for being unbelievably glamourous and exciting).












This movie is brilliant and SO delecious, I mean by the end of it, you want to stuff yourself for the rest of your life and MAYBE, just maybe try to learn cooking. I am horrible at it, and I am not even exaggerating. Once, I tried to make noodles and broke the handle off the pan. Don't even ask how it happened. So, I most definitely think cooking is an art and some very lucky people are naturally gifted or at least learn to be good at it.

Among other things, I have been very annoyed of certain people lately who are so amazingly immature, that it isn't even funny (see : the friend I fought with today). For instance, yesterday in school, we all were just siting in the library and all of a sudden she goes "And god knows what will become of this girl who has never EVEN kissed a boy, mean who does that anymore? How come you don't have a boyfriend *laughs like a fucking hyena*"
I just chose to remain quite, like always because I cannot stoop down to somebody's godforsaken level. Its not as if I like being boyfriend less but I am not ashamed of it either. Being in a relationship has always been the least of my priorities, because I have always, very naturally, been more involved with my grades and other such things. I do like guys and hope to be with a nice guy someday, but I am not exactly starving or dying with the need of one right now. I am doing pretty well, thank you. As for making out or kissing, I am a huge fan of romance novels and sex or anything close does not disgust me (except a few parts maybe), its just that I PERSONALLY think that it is not an appropriate age for me to indulge in such activities right now when I will have an entire lifetime left. I don't want to get all so-serious-that-its-almost-like-being-married just now, because I know about a ton of girls who already are when we are just in HIGH SCHOOL. Now, people can call me a prude or a nun-in-making for all I care, I am going to stand by what I think anyway.