Just because I want to take up meditation and switch my subjects from Business Studies & Accounting to History & Political Science, doesn't mean I am turning into a 'hippie freak who believes in freak-ish stuff' (I HOPE YOU READ THIS MOM, DAD AND FELLOW CLASSMATES).
I just want to broaden my horizons and actually study something I like. I don't know if this change on my part will turn into another pathetic mistake that backfires in my face but I cannot keep on dwelling on the past and stop taking chances. I'd rather sit all alone in a dark room protected by a zillion armors, afraid to breathe in this cruel world with its bacteria filled air and eczema infesting slums.
I haven't been able to read much except a short-stories book by Jeffery Archer. I haven't been able to do much of anything except learn the advantages of entering a Joint Venture and not backstabbing your stronger, more efficient partner EVER.
I did make a Journal though, after reading a post at the Teenage Construct and also going through my VERY embarrassing and hilarious journals from 8th and 9th grade (Also on Live Journal, when I thought writing is so overrated). Why did I ever stop keeping one? I was such a GIRL. My obsessions ranged from Ben Barnes to weight loss to lack of an internet connection to EDWARD CULLEN. I have so many pictures of Narnia, Twilight, Hilary Duff and James Bond?
I made lists of fictional hot guys and complained about attending a lousy extra math class where they made us use an abacus to do calculations. Also I hated my family for being so self centered and ignorant. Nobody even bothered to know about my excellent grades or the boy who teased me in class *sigh*.
Thus, I HAVE TO record these fascinating yet bothersome years of my life. Plus I love decorating my Journal with pictures of Hugh Grant and other awesomeness. Pictures coming soon.
Meanwhile I will try to catch up on the Wills Lifestyle India Fashion Week that ended yesterday. I hate my internet connection.